Phillip John Lara - Finally See lyrics

[Hook: Philly Titan] I was blind for so long but now I finally see no matter how much I love you, you weren't meant for me. I got to let it be even though it's k**ing me. Because you lied to me when you said you'd never leave. I was deaf for so long but now I finally hear me talking to myself. Because you were never really there. And even though it hurt I couldn't even shed a tear cuz now that I think back I've already been here [Verse 1: Philly Titan] All the times that we shared when we cared when we stared at each other you were floating in the air. All the times that we had good and bad you made me mad I made you sad but you were all that I had. All the talks on the phone you want me home but I'm gone on the roam trying to get my money long. You meet me up at the spot looking hot and we make Love all night you tell me to never stop. Now everything is coming to an end but all good things do so this is where we begin. Another journey headed in different directions we're on the same earth but chilling in different sections. If this is love then it wasn't what I imagined I didn't know tryna be with someone is such a challenge. But with God by my side I can handle it I drop down to my knees and pray with a candle lit. Dear Lord, I know that you can feel my pain but at the same time I still have a lot in my life to gain. So Ima be a man and live my life the best I can. It's all part of his plan and this I understand [Hook: Philly Titan] I was blind for so long but now I finally see no matter how much I love you, you weren't meant for me. I got to let it be even though it's k**ing me. Because you lied to me when you said you'd never leave. I was deaf for so long but now I finally hear me talking to myself. Because you were never really there. And even though it hurt I couldn't even shed a tear cuz now that I think back I've already been here [Verse 2: Philly Titan] You were my construction worker tryna fix my heart but like the demolition you came back and blew it apart. You were the only antidote to my illness and when my prescription ran out I don't want to feel this. You told me I was your knight in shining armor how could you throw me down in the dirt just like a farmer. I had a feeling that something was going wrong cuz you couldn't even give me a call for so long, but when it finally happened I wasn't tripping cuz God came to me and gave me a proposition. He said son as long as you keep on doing right I'll send you an Angel so she can help you make it through the fight. I said alright I appreciate all your blessing and I promise to keep feeding off of your lessons. He said son I just have one more suggestion the next time you meet a woman come to me for your questions. So from this day forward that's what I'll do no more falling in love with someone that's not true. And Ima be a man and live my life the best I can. It's all part of his plan and this I understand [Hook: Philly Titan] I was blind for so long but now I finally see no matter how much I love you, you weren't meant for me. I got to let it be even though it's k**ing me. Because you lied to me when you said you'd never leave. I was deaf for so long but now I finally hear me talking to myself. Because you were never really there. And even though it hurt I couldn't even shed a tear cuz now that I think back I've already been here [Verse 3: Philly Titan] It's like I'm dealing with the same mind different face, same wine different taste, same line different place. It's like I'm having déjà vu because I've been here you think after so many times it would have been clear. But you know how they say love just might blind you physically she's in front but mentally she's behind you. Too afraid to break it up she goes behind your back she prolly never cheated on you but the love is what she lacks. I'm just speaking from experience and what I've learned the tables turn, she turns her back, soon after that you feel the burn. Is this what I get in return for tryna treat you good? I guess it wasn't meant to be and this is understood