Phil Lipscomb - I lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold I can't believe how much I've changed since the days of old I know, it's temporary but I need to focus straight I can't believe I lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I'm gonna win I can't afford to blow this one [Pre-Chorus] I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life Because it holds me [Chorus 1] I hate myself sometimes I love myself If contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthy [Verse 2] Now that I've made it through those lies and deceit I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure, that I have found myself again it feels great I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I'm gonna win I can't afford to blow this one [Pre-Chorus] I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life Because it holds me [Chorus 2](x2) I hate myself sometimes I love myself If contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness [Instrumental] [Chorus 2](x2) I hate myself sometimes I love myself If contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthiness