I was under the gun for 18 years till I decided to cut loose Kinda lonely got a lump in my throat but I don't have a better excuse And now you want me to come back to you but that's not how it's gonna be ‘Cause I know you lied when you told me that you would set me free So don't talk to me I got nothing left to give And that's not how I wanna live I lost my soul so long ago So baby, baby, I want the world Maybe it works for you but it's not really worth my while It's apparent that I'm going to hell but I'm going down there with a smile It don't matter what you believe, just don't shove it in my face 18 years of misery that can never be replaced So forget about it I got nothing left to give And that's not how I wanna live I lost my soul so long ago So baby, baby, I want the world Am I a sinner for doing what I think is right? I never hurt nobody, that's how I live my life Good luck as you go on your way, I hope you find what you're looking for Maybe we could be friends one day if you don't try to settle the score Let me live and I'll let you live, just do what you wanna do But don't shove it down my throat again or I'll come back after you You don't want that