Peter Anthony Red - The Heart Dies lyrics

All of her friends are Not really what friends are Pop pilly and then head to the bar to get their head start Looking for love in the rubbing of genitals moving onto the next heart She wasn't putting them down but none of them put her up when she fell hard Or sent her a get well card Or said they see her arms are clean but in that soul there's self harm The city never felt far She can't recall the last she saw herself and health starve It just evolved as she grew taller, life felt less large People got less smart, evil grew bigger The gaps between the years between her peers would need to differ Everyone's got different sides to them That's why you see them glimmer At the same time see them dimmer Different than you see in pictures The sight of wrinkles If she ends up at a job just making fives and singles They gon' ask the Spanish chick like are you bi or lingual? To which she'll laugh it off, they say they like illegals On behalf of all the dumbest whitest people This getting older sh** is so upsetting to her Forgetting who you were when you knew who you were She says it's getting to her The last time she fell in love no one was ready for her She had fallen early at that point it was like many hurt her Not many heard her when she screamed ‘bout getting murdered And was standing with no scratches Say this girl makes every word up Introduce her to new faces she will welcome any burglar They gon' take and take and take and leave her empty then return her What's your name love? They tell her she should use her heart and not her brain love But it aches so much and they just say the same stuff Hardly going out without a doubt puts her head down She says see that's stuff that she's ashamed of They don't see the problem that she sees The savagery, living amongst these human casualties Having to say that she's giving it up to man of needs When the man just needs to back the f** up out her face And leave her a** in peace Instead of all the flaws Not only you she's gotta worry ‘bout your entourage You're always in and out and out and in, you cotton swab Money was never a problem was it? Funny that people get robbed by budgets Losing someone costs a lot What once was is no longer Kids move onto bigger doctors Making big or little dollars She just wasn't fit for posture No she cannot stand up straight And last of all she didn't offer Repeating her jokes and getting more laughs while they're ripping off her Recovery Sit upwardly She's gotta watch the way she talks It's unfunny You gotta know someone that knows someone to be someone to somebody Drug buddies and f** buddies the company is from hobbies You see there is no special reason Better not show your showing feelings Cannot let them see it If they do they'll know that you're a human being She's so heartless when she pa**es they will put her in museums Take away the life of struggle and say she was European Right when it's done The pounding of chest no longer rides the rhythm Thump thump thump thump Call the line no pick up Just the voice from a mouth of a Body with no one around No one inside to be missin' now The was pain was disemboweled When her name was said out loud Her name was mispronounced They get faded at her burial grounds Every girl frowns but not every girl's down Not every girl's lost and not every girl's found Who will handle it if she can't handle it? Being the adult in Every situation is a battle when People test your patience wanna ask you how you're managing And if you can remember the first letters to the alphabet She's not a kid anymore She's not going through those hardships anymore Cuz guess what she's not the heart's b**h anymore And she won't care about the darkness anymore