Pessimist - Purple Dreams lyrics

[FIRST VERSE] Tryna fight these fights tryna fight these nights time to light these lights Put my pain on ice put my drink on ice put my lungs on ice Getting harder to move and harder to breathe at these heights But I promised I wouldn't fall so I stand on each leg screaming my life like My life like stomach caner think I got a bit up in me but my system taking any measurements to give them plenty I don't wanna go I don't wanna work I don't wanna smoke ain't no antidote sick feeling like d**h feeling like sh** Feeling like Wayne double cupping just for nothing so I'm puffing and I'm puffing and I'm puffing and I'm puffing til ugh feeling suicide high maybe I'll live maybe I'll die maybe I'll be famous by the time I'm 25 if I live to see the day I pray I pray I pray to God when I pull off this lot that I ain't followed by cop got me feeling like my car is stolen hot got n***a really feeling real black north Philly n***a feeling real ock could get shot stepping outside I don't even have a dollar thinking I could rob graduated 09 and I still ain't got job cuz I'm dealing wit the hurt lying in the dirt dreaming that somebody hears the verse and loving every word loving every slur seeing every blur din every er Martians are visitors of earth [HOOK #1] We on we on we onnn and I don't plan on coming back yea x2 Purple Dreams , Purple Lights x4 [SECOND VERSE] Yeah MJ sh** pull up on the side wit a MJ b**h pull up in a ride and the rims say big How could they knock my imagination how could I doubt this as validation Revelation come as they sin sin as they come but it ain't done murder ink some Come as I win, win as I run yeah I'm out son on mountain keep it bouncing when I'm bouncing I'm announcing there's a fountain better count 10 then I'm drowning In a fountain that is coating what I've broken am I broken am I golden am I chosen Am I holding all the cars that I need do I slow or do I give it more speed? Do I gas even tho I'm on E? Should I smoke should I drink a O.E.? Entertaining while I give it more lead in it like your baby girl I'm beat Exhausted I lost it my head hurts I'm nauseous I'm weak I felt like this for weeks slowly growing years all my growing pains is growing in head these thoughts would run you scared this ache I feel is real the blood I bleed is red the mud I'm from is there return to mud I parish I see no other options optimistic isn't here [HOOK #2] We on we on we gone and I don't plan on coming back yea x2 Purple Dreams , Purple Lights x4