Pessimist - Demonic Embrace lyrics

Manipulated by unconscious rage... my demons! Hate is the whole of my existence Repulsed by the weakness I see Driven to violence by the force of... the demons lurking within me Walls around my defenses... are distorting all I perceive A slave to my psychic demons, I bend to their blackened desires I feel so defenseless Unable to stop my descent, deeper into the darkness of damaged emotional schemes Blinded by the colluded enmeshment of darkness and light I long for the chill of the darkness and damn the existence of light Stagnant in this existence, I am an agent of hell Unaware of my need to wallow in degradation Blinded by the colluded enmeshment of darkness and light I long for the chill of the darkness and damn the existence of light Lost in a haze of denial... exacting revenge on the world Self-inflected aggression... meant to destroy what I feel Claw in vain for the fragments... of my blessed ignorance Frightened by the awareness of my reality Manipulative! ... Exploitive! I feel so defenseless to rage against my demons Empower by the desire to free my eternal soul Thriving on the d**h of sadistic domination I crushed your reign with unmatched brutality Piss on you motherf**er! Begging at my feet f** you, you're nothing I've finally broken free