Pervy Perkin - T.I.M.E. (Part 3: The Sign On The Wall) lyrics

Dear Francesca: I don't have much time left. And time, time is all there is... As I write this letter now, I realize how distorted was my reality in that moment, and how vivid this dream seemed to me. But you are not her, and I'm not him. I'm sorry, I was selfish and things turned that way. I'm going to fix it. You may not understand why I leave; it's better if you don't. But, whatever happens, if all burns down, if all disappears, if all is forgotten, you must remember the one constant that links it all: remember that... I love you. My dear love my best friend, It’s time for me to say goodbye. You were as I recall, So perfect and so wise. Your look has haunted me Every day since... I'm leaving home today Don’t worry you will be ok, You will be ok. I should never have come I love you, above all But I have one ticket back With no return... Forgive me For I have robbed For I have k**ed. It was all for her I couldn't stand it anymore, I thought I could cheat d**h. So many lies, I was mesmerized By the pain and grief. How could I even see The consequences of this? I just loved, loved her So I did it. Wrong, you took the wrong way You did but screwing it all What will you do with the darkness in you? Just fake it and take it away? So I'm taking the T.I.M.E. And I would just leave forever. The universe is breaking down, Two collapsing realities. Maybe I could just stay It’s dangerous, but worse it is To travel once again. (Don't you forget). (You did something bad). (Don't you forget) But I want to stay. (You did something bad) I'm not losing her once more. How am I supposed to live?! The deed is done, does it make sense to leave? Save the world, a little late for me It took my wife, it took my faith, and I'm supposed to undo what is made... But I know, I know It cannot be this way I have to let her go Back and fix what I made. This must be the lane, this way I came It's almost the hour and it's the day But it was so dark and all the rain I think I went south then to the west Was there maybe a tree? A black stone? If there was a plant, it was not too grown. At least now it's clear, it's nearly dawn I will have no trouble seeing the sign on the wall. There's no time at all Could it be that someone... Knew beside myself How to travel in time? The sign on the wall, the ink is strong It may be quite blurred, but there's no doubt The plucked winter tree, the middle eye The two closed black curves, one on each side Well this is the place, I better move I don't want to be smashed when it's come I can feel it now, I know that sound The earthquakes are sign of coming T.I.M.E. (You know it's time, it's the time) (Bye my love) So now, December ninth 1993 Today’s the day there’s no other way So who am I to say? There’s always time? (You know it's time) I know it's time (You know it's time) I will set you free (Be loved, be free). And I will be back home Far and gone As soon as it's turned on All it takes Is set the time To 4 o'clock p.m. And press the led. My love there're other things I could say to explain Was it love or just selfishness what brought me in first place? I can't see you aching and alone Fighting not to moan, not to cry And I see your shadow grow Consuming all, All of you, All of you. What to do? What to say? Turn the night into day I'm the guilt I'm the shame Oh the stone Grows her name What to do? What to say? Turn the night into day. [Me:] Am I ready to go? (Reason: As you have always been!) [Me:] Can I let it go? (Reason: You can and you will) [Me:] Maybe there's no place... (Reason: There's just one way to prove you wrong!) [Me:] No memory remains... (No-me: YOU PITIFUL DECAY!!!) [Me:] How many would live? (Reason: That choice is never yours to make) [Me:] And how many would die...? [All:] Ok, I'm going back.