Personalities - The Recluse lyrics

I've gone to Hell And God can't save me It's in my head And I burn there daily No resolution I won't find peace As long as there's a life inside me Losing count of the voices Fear swallows me I turn to substance Please set me free A poison fills my veins, oh how intoxicating The Devil speaks my name and I kiss this world goodbye fu*k! A poison fills my veins, oh how intoxicating The Devil speaks my name and I kiss this world goodbye Leave me to rot and watch me decay It's to this life that I'm enslaved I grow bitter everyday I've waged wars against my thoughts But what ground I held was lost And God won't fight to save my soul If I lose control of my thoughts, will I lose control of myself? Smoke fills both my lungs to keep this pain away But the blood stains both my hands I've waged wars against my thoughts But what ground I held was lost And God won't fight to save my soul Distraught at the thought I think I have sold my soul Accept we're always exactly what we hate I've gone to Hell