Permanent - My Efforts Toward Disaster lyrics

Find me the ways to sleep straight through these days, its a funny thing...mistakes and regrets, they lend themselves so easily when i need it least. ill make my way through this city read the names and ill walk these streets, the walls are talking, but i dont dare speak. walk til' my legs buckle, watch them give way. say, 'f** it, let winters fade the grey.' lets let picture perfect smiles remain in picture perfect lives let loyalty end where the paint chips away, let my efforts toward disaster lead the life where i can stand to see the same name to trace... its cold standing here in the street. there were days i would have fought, but ive spent too long waiting for storms to clear these streets. well let the winters fade the grey, and goddamn the ways they change