Perl Jam - Once lyrics

I admit it...what's to say... I'll relive it...without pain... Backstreet lover on the side of the road I got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode I got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes, I play... Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself... Oh, try and mimic what's insane... I am in it...where do I stand? Oh, Indian summer and I hate the heat I got a backstreet lover on the pa**enger seat I got my hand in my pocket, so determined, discreet...I pray... Once upon a time I could control myself Ooh, once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah... You think I got my eyes closed But I'm lookin' at you the whole f**in' time. Ooh, once upon a time I could control myself, yeah... Once upon a time I could lose myself, yeah, yeah, yeah... Once, upon a time I could love myself, yeah... Once upon a time I could love you, yeah, yeah, yeah...