Penumbra - Neutral lyrics

I was trying to sweep away all my desires, I threw out emotions, my emotions Just to live in neutrality cause I know you only came to leave me, you leave me You've already turned back and left me in this way, you don't want to believe, to believe me I've already turned back and left you in this way, I don't want to believe, to believe you So you are far away, each step that you make takes me away, you don't want to trust me, you can't trust me So I am far away, each step that I make takes you far away, I don't want to trust you, I can't trust you Love is a ruler... Bells never ring for us, that's what we feel, living apart is the better way Can I feel something ? Something... Why our souls are so dry and our hearts beat so slowly ?