Penumbra - Insidious lyrics

I forget to see the sun I forget when it does come I lost the joy that makes me dense I don't know when it has begun When the fears arrive Engulf your head, write in it as a scribe Your mind has resigned Emotions are running away Supplanted by the dark What happens after having accepted this unease? Conjuring your opinions to make a way for the devil Did you feel so disarmed? Now who controls your arm? You were so dissected that You became blind to this new nightmare Lose yourself into my inquisitive eyes They will reveal you a glorious past You were like nothing, a piece of dirt before Considering the world as a pretty who*e I want to transcend Why defeat the purpose that they put in my brain? Now I am not alone This creed is now my pa**ion It's too late I am gone You have not to blaspheme They have taught me to wear a good looking face But growing in the dark Lives something diabolical Ready to break your fate I remember the man you were, so far away from now You could have bewitched even an angel So far away from now Where are you now? In ecstasy What happens after? Do you enjoy what your mission is? Do you see your mind is toxic like a cancer? Don't try, don't try to understand I want to transcend Why defeat the purpose that they put in my brain? Now I am not alone This creed is now my pa**ion It's too late I am gone You have not to blaspheme They have taught me to wear a good looking face But growing in the dark Lives something diabolical Ready to break your fate