Pentimento - Sink Or Swim lyrics

I am an inconvenient thing Able to see the good in everything else but myself. I'd do my best to explain If I had something that was clever to say - But I don't. And I can't. So do I sink or swim? I'm drowning in the "what ifs" and "could have beens" I'm not good enough for myself, let alone anyone else - And that's just the way it is. Yeah And I'm still alone the way I was a year ago, But it's better the devil you know instead of the devil you don't. And I'm still alone the way I was a year ago, But it's better the devil you know, you know than the devil You don't Than the devil You don't So do I sink or swim? I'm drowning in the "what ifs" and "could have beens" I'm not good enough for myself, let alone anyone else - And that's just the way it is. Yeah So I'll just waste away And worry about everything I cannot change. Maybe I'm everything I hate. So I'll just waste away And worry about everything I cannot change. So do I sink or swim? I'm drowning in the "what ifs" and "could have beens" I'm not good enough for myself, let alone anyone else - And that's just the way it is. Yeah Maybe I'm everything I hate. Yeah I guess I'm everything I hate. Yeah I became everything I hate. Yeah I'm simply everything I hate. Yeah O, God - I'm everything I hate. Yeah