Pentacrostic - Immortality lyrics

I’ am here, alone Surrounded by solitude Laid on the floor, crying (blood) Feeling the tears getting into The dirt of the century I feel the cold on the floor Mixing with the funeral warmth Of the dead roses Eaten away bay the time sadness My body struggles as if worms Ate my organs My skin is gradually pulled Off by the time As if it were an insane journey To the end of immortality The pain is eternal, immortality My spirity loosens Trying to reach the immortality But it’s far as a dream Strings arrests me To the mediocrity I pay the price I’am still alone With d**h Smells putrid Prision with No parole