[Intro: Lauryn Hill] And until you conquer the enemy in yourself; you can't deal with anyone. In order to be used by god you have to really be used. you know ? we always wanna be used for the glorious jobs [Verse 1] Drinking a smoothie while breathing the Kundalini in/ whos Houdini standing to the woods I roll my tweedies in/ never wanted to see this spartan prosper like Kobe 5th quarter Ginóbili I had od'ed probably proceeding to the alter/ list of regrets im feeling just like my father/ taking sips of the water hiccuping all my problems/ going down not so easy stomach rumbling that's how it feels anxiety/ I was a 1 percenter wit a mind like Socrates its hard for you to not see/ how I was created 98 I made relations February Is a blessing but im still saying f** the 8th day list of regrets but im still praying I conquer today/ [Hook: Penny & Siab TheHealer] List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/ List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/ List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/ List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/ [Verse 2] How im suppose to feel ?/ different from statistics they be judging off my color that im violent and ill shoot a n***a rapping ain't a hobby man I do it just to school these n***as half my homies dead and yo my songs would really prove my scripture/ a penny for your thoughts this music lucid in ya who be wielding weapons I had witnessed it ya guess I probably got involved but man not really not at all/ knew the life I wanted ain't no gun or knife to fight in brawls/ Ugh I got 5 missed calls multiplying my catalog/ got that trap sh** for non lyrical rappers who writing wrong/ they live a life that's really different from them pictures trading wit the faces like moon phases its eclipse or something, I do it justice man you playing ain't you ?/ im still reaching for the stars why would I try to hate you?/ deliver every single rhyme I catch a murder case just dont be late to the function we lunching don't forget to grab a plate ya b**h/ [Hook: Penny Ft. Siab TheHealer] List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/ List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/ List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/ List of regrets im just hoping I get over it its times I tried to cope wit the vices they getting older sh**/