Pegaseus Records - Broken Memories - If I Lost you lyrics

Chorus:The Hick Sisters Its like somebody turned on the light Its like somebody started a fire And I feel so alive. Finally I realize That I don't have to tell myself twice I know that youve changed my whole life And If I know there's one thing that's the truth I know I'd be lost if I lost you Verse 1 Verse 1: Why is it every time that I'm thinking back on all the crap That I've been with you, I sit back spit a rap And hope that I get pa**ed this feeling That I can't explain? Talk myself into trying to change Then I relapse I realize this ain't who I am ! disguise -I disguise And I get high - just to get by when you ain't around We on each others nerves the pressure sure feels like A ton of pain in pounds I look at you - you can paint a town Pissed you off - you always came around If I made this song for you would you even know that its you I'm Explaining about? I guess you can call me crazy Obsessive only cause you made me This way -And till this day I've been trying to find A way back to you, baby Still living the same way Waiting for pay day Hate working my 9-5 just to stay alive Think about you then it's A - Okay Chorous Its like somebody turned on the light Its like somebody started a fire And I feel so alive. Finally I realize That I don't have to tell myself twice I know that youve changed my whole life And If I know there's one thing that's the Truth I know I'd be lost if I lost you Verse 2 So I sit here thinking - What the f** was I thinking ? You at home in the kitchen Me and my boys out drinking Cooking a meal for me ? What's the special occasion? 12 month celebration...I forgot! It's all this blazing That I'm blaming ! I was crushed when you left My chest felt like it caved in Done stupid things but mind you Focusing on my education Was never one of my fortes - I guess I got an IQ - of a caveman Smoke so much mariuina no wonder my eyes droop Like an Asian No matter what I do, I try to carry on like Im on a West Jet about to fly to That place where I can find you and remind you Cause at this rate Alzheimers about to f**in' chime in If I lose you- it will be for the moment, consider it bad Timing Chorous Its like somebody turned on the light Its like somebody started a fire And I feel so alive. Finally I realize That I don't have to tell myself twice I know that youve changed my whole life And If I know there's one thing that's the truth I know I'd be lost if I lost you Verse 3 We have gone our separate ways and it's so strange Thought that I be desperate cause I got no dame ! Drop my standard to a low grade - What ! I got no game ? Can't you see that I'm on fire - no propane If love were a drug well f** ! Then I guess that means That you are my c**aine And - I must be addicted - I hate to admit it I want to know where U been and what U been up to That's none of my business - is it ? I know that we are distant Don't get me wrong I ain't trying to fix it I want to make sure - that I am stronger every time I revisit Old thoughts of you - This is something that I got to do Let me walk you through it - How To Be Electric But forget it - waz the use ? Let me take another shot or two. Am I far from right like Hypotenuse ? I don't even got a clue - I guess I am just lost and confused Without you