Peacock Affect - Friend lyrics

I wrote a song about dying in a forest And I'm afraid to say I'm gonna' leave it how it is It just didn't do it for me Right now I'm calm But I'm lonely Are you gonna' see me? I don't have a friend I wrote a song about being single And it did it for me I don't want to marry I just want something more than me I don't want fake I want to be famous The guy who died in a forest It wasn't me, valuable me