Paved In Skin - Murder lyrics

When you do this to me I will do this to you For everything you gave I have nothing to show Now that you've seen There's nothing in me Once gentle hands Get so unkind Can I ever change this? I don't know where to begin I'm always falling Back here again And it all fades away It all comes down Yeah, it all fades away And it all comes down It hurts too much to stop It hurts too much to keep going With all the good I've seen And all the pain that I've known There were times That I could see more clearly Not being happy It's just miserable And it all fades away It all comes down Yeah, it all fades away And it all comes down It hurts too much to stop It hurts too much to keep going With all the good I've seen And all the pain that I've known It's inside you It's inside It lives inside It grows inside you I know this now I'll do this to you My pain is still alive How can I face myself? How ? I never wanted this Forever ever