Paul White - Admitting the Endorphin Addiction lyrics

[Verse 1] I chase my poison tail And get so high that voices fail I heard that when you in a f**ed up space No one can hear you signal help I tried to set them straight Tell them I self-medicate All they saw's a glitchy video But then I never show my cards Instead, I write for stealth Blah, blah, blah, I cry for help All this bellyaching's just to say My belly's hurting after all It's all endorphins, though Or maybe every Scorpio Is predisposed to never feel as cold As the first time they felt a loss [Hook] My addiction, my obsession My admission, my rejection I insisted, I accepted My prescription carried us away [Verse 2] Pretend I didn't know Who smoked up all the mistletoe You'd really be surprised How innovative I can get when left alone And once them cravings strike I knew I should say goodnight Want for them endorphins Got me saying everything except for that White knuckle rodeo And failing fills my holy holes Staring at my phone Wondering how endorphins travel via screen As I feel my withdrawal I understand them 90's songs Rap music has ruined me I always want to loop my favorite part [Bridge] Day to day Today is ground zero I'm twenty inches tall Today, today My sky has fallen I have no resolve [Hook] My addiction, my obsession My admission, my rejection I insisted, I accepted My prescription carried me away [Outro - Alan Watts] But then you see, you do the flip *floop* In giving away the control, you've got it!