Paul Scotti - The Van Gogh Of Rap lyrics

I got nothing to lose, I'm thinking f** it... Before I kick the bucket, got to take out a few of you motherf**ers If I'm going to hell, you're coming with me as well I'll put you down in the dirt, die with a smile in my cell All that poverty has gotten me is violent as f** I'm a product of society that's down in the dumps This is bullsh**, this life that I'm leading is sh**ty Every time I try to eat another crime gets committed I mean, I'm trapped in a circle... ain't nobody can help Every time I'm in a jam, I gotta sort it myself This is stressful, it's nonsense, the life that I lead Every time I try to leave someone pulls on my sleeve It's a nightmare OR so I believe, I try to wake from my sleep But can't break free, guess I'm in it too deep!? Can't breath with the stresses from the powers that be Every time I'm in the streets, the police are giving me grief I'm liable to snap if I don't get my peace And the way that things are going, guess I'd have to decease It's like I'm born to walk along upon the green mile And if you see me in the streets, you'll never see smiles Only agony upon my face, I seem down... Cause I'm always deep in thought, no time to reach out I'm trying to make a plan to get some bucks before I'm stranded It's just my luck I'm stuck here, look at where I've landed! I'm trying to paint a picture, rap is like my canvas And so I fit the definition of an artist... The Van Goth Of Rap is back appearing at his sharpest I'm trying to find the light and flee in from the darkness My whole life is twisted, it's f**ed up and crazy... I'm getting pushed to the edge closer daily... So here's what the plan is, I'll grin and bare it Til I can no longer stand it... then I'm gonna flip And rip the neck off you whining f*ggots!