Paul Langlois - Leading Me Down lyrics

Got a big fat job, got a little pain I could take it over for you, could it be the way? Through a big high love, and I was going to say Thought I best say something, I didn't any way And the more things are changed I guess The more I should look inside But all this is not my best And even the reasons lie And I wanted more, and I thought it through And if it wasn't you who's leading me down All my friends kicking me around They're weeding me down All that's left is just all that's left Took a good old sob and a little hay I wasn't done till morning, I couldn't any way I was in a thickest fog, and in a sorry way I could have used a hand there, and I got to say But the more things are changed I guess The more I should look inside But all this is not my best And even the reasons lie And I wanted more, and I thought it through And if it wasn't you who's leading me down All these friends pushing me around They're weeding me down All that's left is just all that's left And what if all the reasons i'm giving to myself are wrong Beyond the time for waiting on another stupid dare And what if all the seasons that I'm living on the shelf are gone Long ago I wasn't even really ever there And the more things are changed I guess The more I should look inside All this is not my best Even the reasons lie