Patrick - Faded lyrics

[phone rings] Patrick: Yo, what's good? Monsters: we gotta get of here, be outside, we'll be there soon [Intro] Please lord, watch over me I can't do this all on my own, all on my own Lord catch me on the porch with these demons Springtime looks like my soul needs some cleanin Monsters on the way to pick me up hear em screamin Bumpin tracks from the past, eyes glow red, heart freezin [Verse 1:Patrick] Days faded, nights faking love while I'm f**ing a 10 Forsaking sacred thoughts of her and I back then God, I'm more lost than I've ever been Please help me, all I got is this paper and pen Now I'm waiting for them while they ride up slow Not a care in the world, looks like my monsters know That I been tripping on what ain't real, so they gonna find All the parts of my soul, all the stains in my mind All the love that I lost, all the days she was mine Notes with her name spelled with little hearts, now I cry Ain't afraid to admit it but I'm afraid to keep living, I See only ghosts in the sky, no angel for me to find, yeah I still break down, put in that movie she made Glow from the screen shows tears on my face Rewind bu*ton busted hearin her say “I love you, goodbye” no, wait Asia I won't make it if you fade away [Monsters] "Too late" [Hook] Every time I wake up I'm in a dream All I see is you and me Nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah [Girl's voice:] "I don't know how to say goodbye, I don't. So I love you, goodbye" [Verse 2] I'm sicker than ever my minds twisted No rest for the wicked, fill my gla** I'm sipping To fade fast, ain't a damn thing different When I wake up she's still gone, days missing when she Told me that she loved me, now I give like a f** about nothing, man, why the f** am I running? Sick to my stomach, rewind, this ain't what I wanted Stuck in this hell and she's the only angel that can save me from it And every time I close my eyes I can see her coming Brown hair, black jeans, and she's singing something Summertime '09, teal green Dodge Neon, no freon, but I was freezing Numb when she was leaving, God give me a reason not to End it now, I'm in this room alone and I cannot get out How could I love myself ever again? Only saved by this pen, always k** myself rapping of back thens I know I'm crazy but I hold faith tight Maybe someday she'll see that I can make things right And the boy that broke her heart became a man that can heal [Monsters] "Man, get real, you're nothing but the Prince of what you can't feel" [Hook] Nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah Nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah Every time I wake up I'm in a dream All I see is you and me Nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah [Bridge] (baby I'm sorry) It's been forever since we talked, it's crazy (baby I'm sorry) I wanna give you everything (baby I'm sorry) I've never felt that before (please come back) I want you to know that the part of me that left you is gone forever [Verse 3] I'm overdosing on this drug called reminiscin' I always want what I had when it's too late to get it I got a whole other album of songs I gotta finish But this depression is k**ing me so I gotta k** it I'm stuck in summer 2012 trying to get you back My Aunt paid for the rental cars and all the gas St. Louis Starbucks talking about my new song About your lime green panties you said you had them on (too good) I smiled so big I let my fangs show It hurt bad to see what we had fade slow 15 minutes on the phone only once a week But every time I heard your voice I could barely speak Yeah now I got all the time in the world I'm always thinking of the days when you were still my girl I got this photo of us, looks like you're about to laugh And for a moment I forget that you're not coming back, damn Please lord, watch over me I can't do this all on my own, all on my own [Hook] Every time I wake up I'm in a dream All I see is you and me Nah nah nah Nah nah nah nah