Pato Pooh - Love me like Jeji lyrics

Will i be forgotten,and will you then forgive I cannot be forgiven for all the wrongs that i did Comitted to your heart,but i still comitted crimes By rippin it to pieces and then litted on your life See i predict the future,im toasting for the highs A model b**h beside me,poppin bottles every night And they want to befriend me, i got something they all want But they dont know im empty,walking dead under the sun Beautiful days in grace,everything lost and stays Said all this fame and fortune,is it really worth the pain That im causing us to suffer cuz my ego felt enslaved So i betrayed the trust we biult together through the mace All the bricks that we laid,all that labor with no bay Was it all for nothing,why did we leave it to faith We started out of greatness,was it really just the waste Flushing it down the drain,what ever feelings remain Insane for sticking together,no umbrella through the rain Riding out the storm hoping that everything has changed I thought i needed the women,i thought i needed the fame Did i need recognicion cuz when all that finally came And you werent there beside me,how bad i needed you near No one else took up fighting,telling my biggest fear Plus i ain't really that famous, and im barely out of broke And flashing lights are contagues,and i was lost with no hope Couldn't cope with the pressure of not making you smile Kept you my hidden treasure,til i finally turned senile And i forgot you No matter how far i sail,no matter how deep i dug You was lost in eternal of me not bein enough With you not able to trust,when did this happen to us? When did we both grow apart,ran rapidly out of love Too dark to light a spark,we crawling how could we walk We stalling,cuz none of us wanted to start a new life apart Brave souls have all gone lost,emotions to beat the cave Im better not take a sip in the rivers in witch you bath Said im bitter,but as long as you are doin better Cuz i dont want you to hurtbut i dont wanna be hurt They say ignorance is virtual,i wonder wich one i worse Not knowing when letting go or knowing when stayin put I know a was i ba*tard,not givin it all i could A crook in your castle,and i dont mean urban gear See you were my pretty women,i wasn't your richard gear You needed a better man,a man i just couldn't be You loved the man that i was,baby that is no longer me Im selfish for holding on,but i loved you for so damn long Since teasha been in my team,inspiring every song But emotions are deseased and im sickening of to deseas The feelings i keep within me are getting the best of me See i just needed to went,cuz im loosing my best of friends And i can no longer pretend,but thank you for listening