Pat Stay - I'm dying lyrics

[Intro] It's your drunk uncle Pat Stay y'all Feel me If you're drinking a colt 45, right now 8 pack of dry ice, whatever If you're drunk...good, welcome to my world [Chorus] Do you know how it feels? Could you walk in my shoes? Help my lord, I'm dying Gotta be a better way Cause I'm struggling everyday And my heart won't stop crying [Verse 1] Life for a man shouldn't be so rough It's pathetic, everyday I gots to be so drunk For five years straight I've been crunk, fiend of the drink Cause lord knows, if I'm sober I ain't sleepin a wink I sip cheap liquor...all day by myself I'm a deep thinker...swear to God, I'm half genius It feels good...knowing I'm a role model But I got no job and the love of my life is a Colt bottle Everyday my mom's kicking me out I love her to d**h, but I can't stop sipping these Colts I'm sick of roaming around, seeing s**ers, 16 years old, driving their mother's whip, while I'm walking to the beer store This can't be life...my future is bright I write to release aggression, so quitting is like losing a fight Believe it or not, the problem I have for drinking music ignites For example: this song is my excuse for boozing tonight I dropped ''Colt 45 Anthem'', and it was heavy But since then, all I gained was a bigger belly When I'm drinking a pack everything's fine But it s**s being lanky and fat at the same time So I...called my doc like: ''I need some medication... My head is achin' and when I'm not drunk, I'm a mental patient'' He prescribed me some Antabuse, but I never take it It's hard when the boys you hang with everyday, be steady drinkin' I'm craving the taste of beer You say you an alcoholic, but do you really drink 365 days a year? Quit trying to impress me, you can't relate to me I used to think it's cool, but now it's k**ing me like Maple Leaf Little kids look up to me, thinking I'm living luxury Going around town screaming now ''ahh s**er free!'' But my life ain't nothing sweet Get your education, do good, live your dreams To all my young fans: listen close I'm getting old yo, I gotta stop sipping Colts I know I said it was cool, but I'm addicted though Damn, it s**s, this is all I ever think about Damn, It s**s when your damn gut's sticking out It s**s living two seconds from the liquor store Don't fall in my path, I'm an alcoholic When I die, every Colt bottle will smash [Chorus] [Outro] It's so hard to explain It ain't a song to me, this is my life You know I'm a steady drunk You might see me, on the way to the liquor store, shaking my head, cause I'm ashamed of myself It's taking me down You're like ''yeah, whaddap Pat Stay, sh**, I'll be drinking everyday'' but like nah dawg... It's a problem, it's not cool, y'all If I ain't drunk I ain't sleeping It's taking me down! My heart is crying! Believe me But imma make my way, you know?