Pat McCam - Forlorn lyrics

[Verse 1: Ill-Noize] I just feel like breaking down The world around me is crumbling to the ground, I try to stay focused But I just keep going through the motions In & out of a manic depressive state Like psychosis My brothers sick, but he makes jokes like it ain't sh**, but I can tell in the way he acts It's eating away at him... & it k**s me inside, watching my mother cry I swear I apologize for all the times we'd fight! & I know we always disagree But I know you're always there for me Even though I feel alone & lost for eternity No God can save me, I won't believe I've seen too much evil succeed... Been ripped off, & punk'd Cheated on, & jumped I been in a slump way too long, I might be stuck All I know is I'm way too young to be this worn down, but way too old to still be livin' at my parents house... [Hook: Ill-Noize] I... feel... like I'm losing my mind A home is something I can't find My visions hazy, & might go blind I'm sick & tired of being left behind... [Verse 2: Pat McCam] ? ? ? [Hook: Ill-Noize] I... feel... like I'm losing my mind A home is something I can't find My visions hazy, & might go blind I'm sick & tired of being left behind...