Paris@2am - Dolls Have No Memory lyrics

saw you there at the back of the room arms crossed in defiance of temperature and if you'd just look up for a minute you'd see, me staring at you oh if you only knew what makes me so ashamed and if you'd only see how so damn lonely this silence makes me how did we grow apart was it meant to be sometimes it breaks my heart lately I'm not sorry you see all the bad times (x2) concentrating on negative oh does that sound like you you pushed the good things so far back that even I get confused a painted wall in my room a dead cactus with a milky wound long lost memories so dried out and anonymous to you how did we grow apart was it meant to be sometimes it breaks my heart lately I'm not sorry you see all the bad times (x2) I'm sick of resentment just want to relax searching for friendship I stopped looking back I've done my share wrong it's easy to admit and if one time isn't good enough then make this record skip sorry, I'm so sorry (now lets hear yours)