Parents Fighting - Carcinogens lyrics

as i sit here stumbling over myself and laughing so hard the neighbors can hear i wonder why it feels so good to act like a kid again waiting for the weekend getting f**ed up with people i hope to see again until i grow even older and colder and more tired of the things i try to escape every breath i take, every hard decision ill have to make will take a toll on me but im alive smoke stains inside my lungs and the taste on my tongue it is what i have done to stay young