Paralysed Age - My Sweetest Return lyrics

This is the very end now So hard to believe This is my last chance now The escape from it all So many people They're staring at me They watch out into the sea To the dead enemy That was my sweetest return But now its over The murderer still at my side Yes, they're watching at me A struggle from man to man Just to get ladies sympathy But it's ending in the sea I'm getting closer Closer to my dreams Now I'm lying in the sea As the ugliest enemy I surrender to the sea My love will be so far away I'm falling deeper and deeper That has to be my sweetest return