Parallel - Shipwreck lyrics

After all is said and done will I be proud of myself and the works that I have created? I struggle to recall happiness So many days pa** me by that I know I won't remember I will not remember you someday soon I feel like I've been living a new life Without old memories eroding me from where I should be I don't know where I'm going, but does that mean I'm lost? You counted me out so place your bets And I won't be carried away by the current I don't know where I'm going but does that mean I'm lost? (Mean I'm lost) I won't be carried away by the current The weight of the world is placed on my back I won't crumble and crack from the pressure It may be hard to express that I'm not a success It's one of those things where you don't know if you'll ever have it I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't If I don't give a f** then I'm sh** out of luck There is no second chance So take what you've got But I feel like I haven't changed at all and I'm still here getting older The young man that I see in the mirror looks towards his future But I feel like I haven't changed at all and I'm still here getting older The young man that I see in the mirror looks towards his future So many days pa** me by that I know I won't remember I will not remember you someday soon I feel like I've been living a new life Without old memories eroding me from where I should be I won't get caught in the rip tide I'll swim along the shoreline Now that I know that I was never alone, I was never alone I was never f**ing alone All I had to do was reach out The world's not what I thought it was (reach out) I looked around and saw the positivity It's in the air that I breath Exhaling through the airways of the people surrounding me I don't know where I'm going, but does that mean I'm lost? You counted me out so place your bets And I won't be carried away by the current (the current) I don't know where I'm going but does that mean I'm lost? (Mean I'm lost) I won't be carried away by the current At the shoreline I see my heart beating I won't get carried along by the current (the current) I won't get carried along by the current At the shoreline I see my heart, drifting away into the sea Yet another part of me swallowed up by the sea