Parallel - Endeavours (feat. Chris Cosentino) lyrics

All this time, It had been right in front of me Close enough to see but just out of reach Will my works help obtain my peace or will they be the d**h of me? Cause I've had visions of this world A place where I could be set free, of all this hatred, all this guilt It all comes crashing around me Every night I lay awake, relapsing into the same f**ing state I tried to grow out of my shell It's like this four god damn walls have become my cell The ghosts of my past have been weighing me down The ghosts of my past have been weighing me down Even though I'm struggling to keep up I'm not beat yet, I'm not beat yet I'm clinging on (clinging on) to this so called "hope" I'm clinging on (clinging on) I'm clinging on I'm struggling to keep up, but I'll find my way My way back home, I won't give up It's always been hard to move on, with your head in the ground Six feet down I've dug my own f**ing grave And all this time I'd been born under a sun of attrition And I've been waiting for myself to begin a new endeavour I've had visions of this world A place where I could be set free of all this hatred, all this guilt It all comes crashing around me I've been waiting for myself to begin a new endeavour