Paper Rival - Foreign Film Collection lyrics

in a moment, i figured out why i'm alive like the tired boxer who rests his head on the chest of his opponent. like a tired lover. grateful for a moment of peace. dear, i know it was out of my hands i got lost in the crowd and always somehow it's your fault (?) some believe in nothing some believe everything i believe that answers are never underneath of what we thought was covered it's always in front of us always in front of us dear, i know it was out of my hands i got lost in the crowd and always somehow dear, i know it was out of my hands don't believe what i said, don't believe what i did it's my fault whenever i go to sleep i have a dream about it\ you're always (?) sayin all the right things, but you never hear me.. you can't hear me. it was out of my hands. and always somehow... dear i know it was out of my hands i got lost in the crowd and always somehow... dear i know it was out of my hands don't believe what i said don't believe what i did it's my fault don't believe what i did, it's my fault