Papa Roach - Thrown Away lyrics

i am a mess i've made a huge mess i can't control myself i k** the rhyme again i'm coming sick and on time again words manifest from deep inside where people hide within it's chemical unbalanced on the triple beam what f** what you heard it's about what i seen i seen it happen back hand brand to face smackin definite disorder now his mindset is blackened the doctors say he got the brain of a murderer this rugged style steals your brain my heart is bleeding and this pain will not pa** it's not receding and my body's going numb a bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high he don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by thrown away i want to be thrown away he's born sick nothing in his hands but his dick he couldn't handle pressure he couldn't handle sh** for the life he was leading led him down the wrong path where guns blast don't give a sh** about the gods wrath don't want to talk to the counselor doctor to tell'em what real to tell'em what's proper the situations unclear like gray and i know it gets worse everyday my heart is bleeding and this pain will not pa** t's not receding and my body's going numb a bad trip child rolling stoned keeping high he don't know what he's doing he just keep getting by way thrown away i want to be thrown away i am a mess i've made a huge mess i can't control myself i'm losing it i've lost it i've spilt all my marbles aaaaahhhhh cause i see you inside of me sometimes i want to be thrown away cause i see you inside of me sometimes i want to be thrown away a hyper spaz and that is me sometimes i want to be thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away thrown away voices in my head voices in my head don't tell me to do it cause i will noooooooooooo don't tell me to do it cause i will noooooooooooo last remain last remain last remain