Papa Roach - Thrown Away (original) lyrics

i am a mess I made a huge mess I can't control myself I k** the rhyme again I'm coming sick and on time again Words maifest from deep inside where people hide within It's chemical Unbalanced on the triple beam (what?) f** what you heard It's about what i seen I seen it happen back Hand and brand to face smackin Definite disorder now his mindest is blackened The docotors say he got the brain of a murderer This rugged style steals you brain And my heart is bleeding And this pain it will not pa** Its not receding And my body going numb A bad trip child Rolling stoned Keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keep getting by Thrown away I wanna be Thrown away He's born sick Nothing in his hands but his dick He couldn't handle pressure He couldn't handle sh** For the life he was leading Lead him down the wrong path Where guns blast Don't give a sh** about the god's wrath Don't want to talk to the couselor doctor Tell em whats real To tell em whats proper Situation unclear i pray And i know it gets worse everyday And my heart is bleeding And this pain it will not pa** Its not receding And my body going numb A bad trip child Rolling stoned Keeping high He don't know what he's doing He just keep getting by away Thrown away I want to be Thrown away I am a mess I've made a huge mess I can't control myself I'm losing it I've lost it I've spilt all my marbles Cause i see you Inside of me Sometimes i want To be thrown away Cause i see you Inside of me Sometimes i want To be thrown away A hyper spaz And that is me Sometimes i want To be thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away Thrown away (voices in my head) (voices in my head) Don't tell me To do it cause i will (voices in my head) Now (voices in my head) Don't tell me To do it cause i will (voices in my head) Now (voices in my head) They're screaming They're screaming They're screaming