Papa Roach - Not So Beautiful lyrics

I'm bringing a vest and I run from the past I pick up the phone just to find I'm alone It's wearing me out and the weight of my sins k** the faith that I have so it's time to begin Back to the start just to see how it feels I was the one who had thought you could heal Now that it's over it's time to move on Because I was the righteous and you were the wrong Every time I try to run and hide I feel your heart take me I'm addicted to the games that you play You make me feel so pitiful Like you're so beautiful Your heart is beating me to d**h everyday But I am not that pitiful You're not that beautiful I suffer inside just to feel I'm alive I bury the truth cause I know it's a lie I never said all the things I could say Because you were the master and I was a slave If I could find me a drug to forget you I'd overdose on the day that I met you k** all the drama it's time to move on Because I am the righteous and you were the wrong Every time I try to run and hide I feel your heart take me I'm addicted to the games that you play You make me feel so pitiful Like you're so beautiful Your heart is beating me to d**h everyday But I am not that pitiful You're not that beautiful I'm not that pitiful You're not so beautiful Every time I look into your eyes I see a demon in disguise You f**ing make me sick You are the one that I despise You take me and break me You feed me lies And all you gave in return was my demise So maybe I'm just crazy for believing this sh** But goddamn I can't believe I'm f**ing dealing with this It's like a nightmare and I can't wake up I just can't wake up I'm addicted to the games that you play You make me feel so pitiful Like you're so beautiful Your heart is beating me to d**h everyday But I am not that pitiful You're not that beautiful I'm not that pitiful You're not so beautiful Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful