Panic Lift - Pushed Aside lyrics

I kept my thoughts buried in side. An impulse that came naturally. Sometimes I feel true self has died and I've replace him with abnormalities. And I can't feel safe anymore. And I can't feel pain anymore there's just this hole that's deep inside. A place my soul used to reside. And when you went away, you took what's left inside. What part of me remained has all been pushed aside. And I never told you then what I'm about to say right now that you were right to leave and I just figured that out now. So much of my anger written down, It was all misplace hostility, at night I drove streets up and down trying to accept that reality. More lines. More time. More red eyes. The sunrise seemed like my enemy. Trashed life. Trashed songs. k** this away. It's time to change my reality. Don't look back. Never look back.