Pancho's Lament - Promise Me This lyrics

Is that the sound of knocking at my window Lord, I'm trying, trying to let you in But the mirror stares me like a stranger I'm learning how to begin again Promise me this, you will never understand me Promise me this, you will always, always Hold me like you hold me now Hold me like you're holding me now, promise me this I thought of you when my faith began to wander It woke me up in the middle of the night I've so many places I can run to Let's not run away this time, promise me this