These times of life have turned deadly grey The color of d**h and short pa** away It's hard I know but still I will try You're not here and I'm crying! So I sit here in my room Thinking my way out of this mess And I know I am alone Right, things just aren't right! right? Oh how I feel betrayed Your precious life was taken away Now I know what it's like to have a knife stabbed in my heart! Your picture still placed in the frame I got you for your last birthday! How can I live, I don't know But my heart needs to beat and go on!