Painbastard - Torn lyrics

I had no time to prepare myself Just like a bang fades into silence You disappeared - got lost in tragedy My hands were tied, I watched it all pa** by Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings And my heart and mind are so numb with cold The hole in my life - you left behind The piece of my heart - you ripped out They cannot keep me from resurrecting I won't waste time - I have only this one life Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings I've lost too much but I have found myself Since you've forsaken me - I lost my wings And I try to escape - 'cause I am torn With every thought I'll vanish into grief And then again I will arise