Crushing pain, my soul shall die Big girls don't complain and big boys don't cry As you murder my soul, I keep it all inside The hate that I feel will have to hide Souls can be murdered but they cannot be denied Sadness and anger fill me like the tears I never cried You taught me so well, I can't tell you what's wrong So I'll demonstrate the tortures that made me strong Nobody loves me because nobody knows me If I tell them about me, they'll laugh at me I will always be alone because I cannot tell No one to tell of my living hell