Pages Matam - (in therapy sessions) when you ask yourself why didn't you fight back? lyrics

lie tell yourself that you did that you are still every bit of the man your mother raised the one Cameroon mandates you to be even though you didn't your small body a marionette of confusion how it reacted differently from your mind how could your body enjoy such a monstrous thing to create pleasure from your agony? to be both the closet & the reasons why you hide in it at only eight years old, this will be your first lesson In learning your body does not belong to you & you will forever wonder if this is how you will learn to love things & people? by the damage they will cause you by the amount of masochism they will make your veins sing by the parts of you they will take & take & take & never return?