[Verse] I was maybe distant; never hard to reach The way you tell it I was overseas It's not like I wasn't there You say you miss me; wanna talk about it My heart is empty; my head's so crowded I dunno if I still care [Chorus] You strike a fist into the grave You claw the dirt and call my name You never knew which way to fall Am I the crutch you're leaning on [Verse] Take all your pennies up out my fountain Go find another for you to drown in I never thought that this would last Came with best intentions and left with nothing I need someone I can practice love with What I wouldn't give for another chance [Chorus] You strike a fist into the grave You claw the dirt and call my name You never knew which way to fall Am I the crutch you're leaning on