Pagan Wanderer Lu - Self-Doubt Gun lyrics

I wish I had a self-doubt gun With which to mow down everyone These constant questions aren't much fun I wish I had a self-doubt gun You think everything you've earned is cos you've worked so hard Just think of all the bodies in ambition's graveyard Don't swallow the hook Of ignoring luck Or you'll get struck By karma's truck There won't be any violence, no one ends up dead Just blast a little voice deep inside their head Saying 'don't take a risk, play it safe instead Don't stop worrying about the consequences' I wish I wasn't the only one Running up a hill backwards just to get things done With the thoughts that I'm carrying weighing a ton I wish I had a self-doubt gun People won't be able to cross the road Without thinking of the worst case scenario I'll laugh like drain as I cling to the pavement When I give them a taste of doubt's enslavement