Packman - RidMeOfMyself lyrics

I got these thoughts in my mind Sometimes I question my design Exactly what evil defines as I'm leaving my people behind I fade as they all start to cry I'll see the grim reaper tonight I once met a beautiful angel But she was a demon disguised Erase the pain inside my chest I just might wrap around my neck This noose I crafter by myself I once was divine but I fell Now lock me inside a cell Forever my spirit will dwell Cause I don't belong up in Heaven Reserve me a spot inside Hell I cannot take this no more Darkness inside of my core Tell em just leave me alone Gun pointed right to my dome These sins, I will never atone The reason that I am alone Is cause everyday, evil grows I rot as the floor starts to mold I look in the mirror, and can't help but stare at this person that I do not know It bares a resemblance to me but at the same time, it's like it has no soul His eyes are so empty and cold Why is he like this, it's unknown Been losing myself more and more Now I feel ot, I've finally lost all control Hook ba*tard, ba*tard, ba*tard I'm a ba*tard, ba*tard, ba*tard Just a ba*tard, ba*tard, ba*tard k** this ba*tard, ba*tard, ba*tard k** me k** me k** me I'm a ba*tard, ba*tard, ba*tard Save this ba*tard, ba*tard, ba*tard k** this ba*tard, I'm a bastatd