Pabstrakt - Tormented Kid lyrics

[Intro] I really—I really do love ya mate. I really love ya. I'm really sorry I hit you all the time. I promise it won't happen anymore. I promise you. This is the last time. I'm so sorry I don't f**in' need you! I hate you! You mean nothing to me! Get out of my f**in' face! This is my house, I will do whatever I want! Get the f** out of my way! Don't tell me what to do! Where do you think you're going?! Get back here! Don't walk away from your father! [?] [?] I really do love ya mate. I do. Don't tell me what to do, I own this place! You get out! I hate you! [Verse] He was a young kid, tormented and hurt His father nearly pushed him to the end of the earth On his birthday, December the 3rd That day his dad was drunk, couldn't even remember the birth And he'd wish he'd go on holidays and never return His whole body was cut up and severed and burnt Used to wake up shaking with an image of dads face And how he use to use his body as an ash tray No one suspected sh**, always acting fake The kid was forced to smile put on a happy face He use to try and keep his chin high If he let an ounce of sadness out he'd see a fist fly Teachers asked about the bruising and he'd give lies A kids mind with no reasoning to live life A thin line between hate and depression If it wasn't with his fist he'd hit his face with a weapon The thought of suicide he'd jump a lake in a second Without him his mum wouldn't be safe and protected He often thought of standing up and fighting back Was to scared, he knew he'd cop another strike and bash Except for one day he came home from school He was about to leave to a mates home for pool He heard screams from upstairs in the bedroom Mum was yelling, but it sounded like s** too He was raping her, cold blooded and fearless Nobody was near it and nobody could hear it And why did they deserve this punishment for? Then he snapped he couldn't give a f** anymore Then he ran to the room possessed by a demon Saw her throat seething and her nose bleeding for no reason She hobbled down stairs, broken her leg [?] all over his wife, an emotional wreck And the kid stood in the doorway, eyes darkened and black The father was smashed, laughing as he start to attack He ducked the first swing, it didn't connect Out of nowhere the dad grabbed the kid at the neck Squeezing his life away, stared in to his eyes, it rained He didn't show it hurt, he managed to hide the pain He sat squeezing and screaming and crying But the kid let him do it and squeeze it in silence If he kept going he would dead him for sure Then his grip let loose, he flopped next to the floor And the mum stabbed him in the back with a kitchen knife Ripped inside screaming in pain, ready to give her life He saw his mother on the tiles of tears It was the first time he saw his mother smile in years