(you don't love me) I'm trapped in these situations Working 'til i get out of them Honestly, my mind's been spacing Since i fell in love with these drums My heart's racin', pacin' Wonder when my day will come All these blunts i'm facin' Yet i'm still so fu*kin' numb So i took an eighth And now i see faces in my vision Mentally, that fu*ked me up Now, i am on these prescriptions Many years, i told myself that "i can't be the chosen one" Then, i got a grip Speaking my existence So my mom will be proud of her son Can't you see that the sun's still shining Every night, the stars have been aligning I found god when i stared at my reflection I found god when i stopped chasing perfection Everybody just wants to find their place Be somebody Don't hang with the lames Don't play with my brain Don't come back to hate I won't hesitate To show you real pain She looked into my eyes then cried Said, "how the fu*k you still alive?" I'm trapped in these situations Working 'til i get out of them Honestly, my mind's been spacing Since i fell in love with these drums My heart's racin', pacin' Wonder when my day will come All these blunts i'm facin' Yet i'm still so fu*kin' numb So i took an eighth And now i see faces in my vision Mentally, that fu*ked me up Now, i am on these prescriptions Many years, i told myself that "i can't be the chosen one" Then, i got a grip Speaking my existence So my mom will be proud of her son