Pa**ion (rapper) - Everyday I lyrics

Everyday I Sample- Why why why baby I wonder Everday everday everday Sample- Why why why baby I wonderX2 Where's mom at I don't know but I wonder What is this feeling that i'm under? She said she'd be here Missed birthday's each year Always hella late but we'd still celebrate See I wonder why she don't have the time to call She wants more in life i wish her eyes were small I don't ask for nothen my pride is tall An I gotta short fuse lately i've been feelin More blue A little remorsefool staring at pictures of my youth like Where'd the smile go I act respectful still defiant though I walk by myself down this cold ohio road The trees are free from leaves just like my eyes is of hydration Facin problems later is like time waitin I see ah cruiser my minds racin I wonder if he knows what I'm thinkin Bout to get high he'll make me start sky reachin No No No not in my precient I looked a few times he gave me the awkword eye boy was I blinkin he looked away it made no sense lika watch with no time but he drove by he pa**ed by like my youth I began to wonder why but like my problems I thought I'll think about it another time i'll think about it another time coap with the pain by gettin' drunk an high I wonder why Later that same day it rained but the sky never became grey A man can't f**in cry I got puzzled eyes but I'm high so everything is justified and I wonder why I wonder why Why'd I dig this hole ignorance wasa shovel my whole life i've been gettin' into this trouble the thrill of it pills to flip I lived for the hustle but glamorizations never depicted the struggle I just looked off to the sky hands free from braclets I thank god i'm alive I wonder why?