P Walsh - Jealousy lyrics

[Verse 1: P Walsh] Kids are popping mollies and thinking they're getting mollified When they're dropping hobbies and making they damn momma cry The broad that I like She already gotta hotter guy and they sodomized So now every time I see them combine A fire slowly grows inside my pride It's like I wanna start a fight with this f**ing guy But I realize its not worth it He'll be a hurt b**h in the nurse's office And I'll be a bloody knuckled kid with a criminal offense on my record list Internal conflict is tearing me apart I wanna express my thoughts and talk But I know it'll just end up breaking things off (Oh my god) Too many times its happened so I'll just keep up the silence Being fastidious leads to mad b**hes and lonely shut eyelessness Like they aren't the picky ones So many times I thought about just sticking to rum Letting that stuff run through my tunnels and smoke in my lungs Maybe d** will muffle the pain in my stomach every time I see them [Shoop] Hey man, take a hit of this. It'll make you feel more relaxed, make you forget about sh** Could just make you feel good for a little while. You know? Kick back [Verse 2: P Walsh] Jealousy. Jealousy. It's all rooted in jealousy Cause she went for him and I wish she fell for me Her personality is my primary Which is quite unlikely, unlike me So jealous I can even admit it And you know men don't usually do that sh** I guess I took another wrong turn again Cause this is the first time I had to phone a friend Cause when she said "best friend" in that text message I felt like it was all coming to an end Sitting up until three in the morning when I should be snoring But when I do fall asleep I can't escape the dreams of her and me as a team No matter what I do Can't her out of my head like she's a mental disease Guess I'll start popping xanies for my anxieties and for depression, Pristiq Thinking about when I see them I'm going to be scorching I haven't felt this helpless since I was about four ten Everyday is just another motherf**ing misfortune Walking out the front door when I see her holding her boyfriend (f**!) [P Walsh]: Alright man, yeah, I'll hit you up with that homework later or whatever [Shoop]: Alright. Later man [P]: Awh. Look. Is that them? [S]: Yeah... [P]: Oh, what are they about to... Oh no... [Verse 3: P Walsh] Oh sh**, she just kissed him goodbye And now I'm losing my mind Slicing that vile smile off this child's disguise will be a delight I go wild and grab the knife And run right for this guy's right eye Capsize his entire body and stab and bite Maybe one, two, three, four, five times I don't know I can't even count this high Sirens in the back of my mind As I continue to deprive the guy of life Finally I look up and see her face She's all shook up And what I've done is corrupt And tears in her eyes are soaking up I say, "baby I'm sorry, I just saw the fork and I had to my fist shut" "Tell you what, when this is done We'll forget about all of this And it'll just be all about us" She loses her blush And with an expression of disgust Points where I abut Turn around and see the pork chop truck With the cop pointed at my nuts Life is a bluff and I don't want the cuff So I run toward his gun An explosion of dust, bullets are stuck Eyes are shut, then I wake up And I gotta catch the bus (sh**...)