P. Soul - Rose lyrics

Verse 1: Cause I put my mind on the track, I'm working everyday Every day I think of ..., I'm dreaming in every way I'm afraid to talk, like the last two times I tried it I can't even look straight at ..., now I'm hiding Mind's getting higher and lighter, by the hour I would, I should, but I don't have the power I'm pumped up, and now I'm feeling kinda' prouder Going louder, now I'm feeling hotter than Nevada I'm sitting in my cubicle, feeling cynical Processing ideas, now I'm feeling critical Young kid, my momma told me eat your cereal I listened, now I feel like Denzel I'm imperial To be honest, I'm a simple man, simple-minded Even though I f** up, I don't need to rewind it I can see clearly, even though now I'm blinded You can focus on me totally, and see what I did Chorus: When I die, I want Rose by my side I know, just the 2 of us will understand this line It's all fine, thinking everything's alright It's all fine, thinking every day and night Verse 2: I hold the score, refer to me as a referee I am the happy fellow with the bars, I'm the prodigy Prominent ideas in my head, but you still can't see Then I gotta' wonder what you have to do with me I'm not aggressive, I'm a flawless absent fugitive I'm not a menace, now I'm just coming clean I'm not an anybody, that's why I don't like being seen God work's mysterious, don't ask me where I've been I'm a typical hit, implying bullsh**, writing poetry I'm a thinker mentally, while that's still not a felony I'm doing this by myself, I got my recipe I was told I am hoping for nothing, but they gonna' see I'm day-dreaming, sitting kinda' flat on a blank surface Sometimes I wonder If I ever had a purpose To finish some of my duties, under all this pressure Think about the future, not the past, so let's just Chorus: When I die, I want Rose by my side I know, just the 2 of us will understand this line It's all fine, thinking everything's alright It's all fine, thinking every day and night Bridge: My inner patience is heavier than a box of scissors Gotta' work this crisis out, this poison that I'm given Had to travel the distance, now I'm f**ing tripping Even though I listened, now my rose is splitting Now my rose is splitting I'm tripping Poison that I'm given Box of scissors Verse 3: I see you swinging with your new alliance, so I gotta' bounce I'm living through the strugglin', that's why I'm living tight Enlighten me please, I don't wanna live in the dark I'm sitting in the daylight, but I'm still not living right When I started rapping, It's like I won the lottery One in a million billion chances, numbers I can't see I know I told you once, but I'm not an Antichrist See for yourself, take a peek into my private life I'm slowly drifting to reality, now I'm thinking properly Gotta' take a moment to foresee the future, pardon me Gotta' take a moment to hand over my memories What it do baby girl, is it him? Gotta' be If I had a twin, he would k** himself, I'm being real Now I'm steering into another direction, it's all clear I have anxiety mixed with stress, all of them fears Cause I didn't have the chance to get to know myself for 16 years Chrous: When I die, I want Rose by my side I know, just the 2 of us will understand this line It's all fine, thinking everything's alright It's all fine, thinking every day and night