P. Reign - Different Now (Thinking Out Loud) lyrics

[Hook: JoJo] I'm different now I'm just thinking out loud Trying to be cool but--now [Verse 1: P. Reign] From a hood where you run up or pick your gun up And the only thing for certain is there is a god among us I run with gunners, not with runners But starting July 4th, I promise we'll run the summer, prepare for the come up We made a vow that we would die for our brothers Around the same time our high school crushes began to love us So much hate for the cops won't even make love under covers Hundred grand to our lawyers just to influence the judges Mama said, "Believe, baby boy believe" "Never follow man, follow dreams, you were born to lead," geez I do this for my city that watered my seed Cause most n***as gotta drown to learn how to breathe Breathe -- last Gs in a broken city Gon' and pick your top five, they ain't f**ing with me Unless it's Drizzy, I bet I k** 'em It's hard to be a hero when you relate to the villain It's hard to comprehend if you ain't felt the feeling And difficult to hide the money when it's to the ceiling Yeah, we hit the block until the weight is missing Uh, it ain't the life if you ain't made a k**ing [Hook] [Verse 2: P. Reign] Probably with some goons that love to make the news Rocky put me on Givenchy for my latest shoes Never switching crews, I became the latest news Never sleeping on me, pray a n***a never hit the snooze -- ooh! Shout out to the n***as being men, getting bread Shout out to the women never giving head to get ahead I never been like these b**hes blowing to blow up This life forced me to grow up, pray for one woman to show up Miss America, miss you America But I'm king of my country, fighting for you to want me Chasing my dreams, but the nightmares see you haunt me Baby I beg your pardon, I pray that one day you call me I see you, but if I love you, gotta leave you Cause I know the day is coming, you want me more than I need you My drug convictions and gun charges got you convinced I'm in of a problem(?), but God got 'em Hold up -- hold up, all you n***as hold up I'm sick, forcing n***as to throw up Know one day she'll open up and let me f** 'Til then it's sorry P, throw it up [Hook] [Outro: (Unknown)] I got partners doing triple life, P. Reign This ain't about no rap It's about your people Morals, honor, integrity You won't make guys like this no more You the last of a dying breed