P-Money (NZ) - Finding God lyrics

[Chorus] In the middle of the night Bottom of the world But the view ain't that bad From where I stand ‘Cos I can still see the stars Behind the smog And I ain't giving up just yet on Finding God [Lui] Inside of the simple things Like dimples in my girl's back She told me to hold her tightly But I'm wondering where the world's at Stuck in the middle of nowhere Given a chance, I wouldn't turn back But rather be broke Than turn it on people who had it when I was hurt That's some real sh** So I write like it was a key to Unlock the holds inside of it the Potential of what it could be Fight to keep this life free as the stars Because not even we could speak on what we could become Given a week away from all this bullsh** that can starve A hungry writer from his heart Turn in to dark like his odds not even a spark And we need heat up in this coldness Light up in this unknown This hope is the only thing I can hold on to Nowadays as they begin to blur My dreams of being more than I fiend begin to stir From my need to be content inside of myself To inspire in spite of my doubt [Chorus] [Tom] Life Only a dull reflection of d**h And so I write Only to make the best of what's left Living fast but None the less I'm dying slowly And my heart just An engine and my mind is only Just a spark plug And I think I need a jump-start No matter where I turn I'm headed for the junkyard Don't want my time back Who do I need to speak to Bout everything I've been through For me to be who I am Does anyone even know whether we die? Hello You know that we never come back, right? Ayo Anyone get a reply? Um Anyone here in their right mind Telling me there's a Messiah Sitting somewhere in the sky, huh? Sure that I'm hearing you right? You really believe that? You really gonna read that book literally? And then I Eve that You never thought that maybe it could be history Telling me that and then tell you I disagree I'll tell you the truth, it all just sounds like some bullsh** to me I… I'll never believe in no god But I believe in the skies And when I die, I die [Chorus]x2